31 January 2010

i feel better ...

for a while there, almost 2 years, i felt bad ... about myself i suppose. i think that's just one of the after-effects of a divorce. a broken relationship of that proportion eats away at who you think you were, who you are. it took time, but i feel better. i also feel better because i met someone. knowing her has made me realize that i am not broken, or damaged ... that i can be myself and love someone, and they can love me.